Well this past month has been a doosey for me. My mother decided to move out of her house and take my brother with her. She's left all the house responsibilities to my dad. She wont help with the payment or help fix the house so they can sell it. She doesn't even care if she looses money on it. She is still smoking and partying. It really bothers me that she acts like a single 20 year old. She never listens to what we have to say so I guess we have to wait and see what she does with her life.
My brother is doing well despite of all the things that are happening. He has picked up extra shifts at work and spends all his free time at the high school football meets that have just started. He loves helping them out. I still feel that he is harboring his feelings.
Carissa is surprisingly doing quite well. She has started dating my friend Chris. He is an amazing guy. He has a football player build and is about six foot. A buckle at your knees smile and a gold metal personality. He is a professional BMXer and has a full time job as well. He really likes my sister and spends as much time with her as she can. He is so great with my nephew. Though Preston still isn't sure what to think of him.
Dad on the other had isn't holding himself together well. He breaks down easily and talks about my mom all the time. He looks to me for support and encouragement. He's been talking suicidal but claims he's still here because of Preston. I honestly don't think he could take his own life and hurt us that way. I pray for his happiness everyday.
All in all I really hope things work out soon so we all can go back to being happy with each other.
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